The Triad Book!

This is where all my energy is going right now: I’m hard at work researching my book, interviewing triads and people who have been in a triad that has broken up; I’m reading all the books ever written about polyamory and love triangles; and I’m very busy connecting with triads and polyamorous folk on Instagram and Twitter.

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If you’re interested in following this project, there are a few different ways that you can engage:

  1. Follow along on social media: Instagram or Twitter
  2. Have a look around the website.
  3. Take the survey (for anyone over 18 who is or has been in a triad).

There are more options on the site. I hope if you or someone you know has an interest in polyamory or specifically triad relationships, you’ll join me in the journey of writing this book!


Do You Wanna Be a Third?

I’ve wanted to be in a triad for a long time. Justan and I talked years ago, in 2001 or so, about how cool it would be to have a girlfriend and all three of us live together… but that was a crazy dream, right? Over the years I dated other girls and sometimes Justan dated them with me, but we never thought that three people could fall in love! Well, then one day three of us did fall in love. That changed things.

We then went on to be polyamorous in that we dated other people, for a few years. During this time we learned a lot. We learned a lot about treating people with compassion and respect, and about how some of our early language and perceptions in polyamory had made our other loves out to be more like objects and less like… well, people. Things like veto power, and hierarchical language.

By the time I started dating Andi, I was very conscious of the way I framed my own perceptions — of her rights to speak up, ask for what she needs and wants out of a relationship, and not be second place to anyone unless *she* wants to.

Here’s the thing. In the poly world we see a lot of what’s known as “unicorn hunting.” It’s when a straight couple go out searching for their perfect “third,” a magical addition to their relationship who is beautiful, usually kinky, bisexual and looking for an exciting, amazing couple to join into. It’s very common, especially on sites like OKCupid.

Do you notice that this woman (it’s almost always a woman) is commodified? Her value is in her sexual preferences, her willingness to join an existing relationship and the fact that she’s attractive. She is expected to be in awe of the stability and awesomeness of this existing relationship and feel honoured to join it.

It sort of takes the humanity out of the equation, doesn’t it?

But the people you love (even the people you don’t) *are* human. A partner isn’t some magic ingredient or missing puzzle piece that you add to your existing equation. They’re a person, with a soul, and needs, and context. They might steer you and also your other partner(s) in a different direction than you expected. They may do things or need things that cause you to question parts of your life — how you approach situations, how you react to things, your perspective on relationships or life in general. That’s what relationships do. These are the hazards, and rewards, of human interaction.

If you’re hung up on the triad idea or still thinking, “But my husband/wife and I have this amazing marriage and we really want to find an amazing lady to share that love with us!,” try thinking of it this way. When you were single, did you frame things like this? Did you think to yourself the following? “I am just such an amazing human being and I just really have my life together. I’ve sorted out what I want when it comes to kids, where I want to live, and marriage. I would really love to find a person to join me and experience how awesome I am.” Did you expect to find someone who would follow along with your plans, buy into your way of doing things, and feel privileged to be a part of your already awesome life?

Well, maybe you did. But that doesn’t work very well. It’s more likely that you had a life and your partner-to-be had a life and you combined them and discussed your beliefs and plans and compromised where you needed to, to build your awesome life together.

So why would it be any different when you start a triad?

I would love to see triads or anyone hoping to be part of a triad making a conscious effort to change their perspective and language around “adding another person.” This isn’t as much of an issue when three people get together all at the same time or very close in time. But when there is a longstanding relationship between two people and then those two people fall in love with another person, how about we work on not referring to this new member of the relationship as a “third”? Would you want to be a third? Do you want to be the add-on at the end of the sentence, the one who doesn’t get to choose their relationship structure or whether to have kids as part of the equation, because that was already decided by the “original couple”?

Think of your triad as a completely new relationship. You are three people coming into this relationship and you each have a back story and your own particular needs and preferences. Yes, two of you might have a history, and that is still valid. But it doesn’t take precedence over the triad relationship, or over either of the two new dyads that have been formed in this relationship. When we talk about someone “joining” a couple, it sounds as if it’s just a continuation of that couple’s story. This triad relationship is its own story. Give it the respect and honour it deserves by recognizing it as such.

Triad date

Our First Thanksgiving


Today we hosted our first Thanksgiving as a family.

We have celebrated Thanksgiving together twice before this, but just at other family Fall in the Parklandmembers’ houses. In fact, I have never personally hosted a Thanksgiving.

We had a wedding on Saturday, out of town, so that threw off general Thanksgiving plans this year and we weren’t quite sure what we were going to do. Within the past couple of weeks wedecided, Hell, why not – let’s host on Thanksgiving Monday.

This is noteworthy not only because I’ve never hosted a Thanksgiving and because we haven’t yet hosted one as a family, but also because our families haven’t met (!). Justan’s mom couldn’t make it as she has moved out of province, but both my parents and Andi’s parents decided they would come – to our surprise. My dad hasn’t even been to this house since Justan and I moved in months ago and we weren’t sure if Andi’s parents would feel comfortable coming to meet the whole crowd.

A fall storm blows inWell, I’m happy to report it was a raging success! There was a small turkey fiasco (the roaster mysteriously shut off halfway through cooking), but Andi averted that crisis with the help of the barbecue. We all pitched in as a team with Andi and I each cooking about half of the meal (though I must say it’s worth noting that Andi rocked the turkey and stuffing), and Justan doing tons of cleaning and other prep.

All in all we served 16 people, including all eight of us from our family, Andi’s parents, my parents, and Andi’s cousin and her kids and au pair. We had turkey, stuffing, two kinds of potatoes, three kinds of salad, yams, buns, cranberry sauce, green bean casserole, pie, cheesecake, coffee, ice cream and of course lots of wine.

Our dads and Andi’s cousin even talked politics and were amiable about it.

Now all our families have met except Justan’s mom & brother and Andi’s parents!

We are pretty proud and thankful tonight. That is a huge load of stress off of us. And yes, it was all delicious.

It's tough to get even a half-decent photo of this crew, but you get the idea.

It’s tough to get even a half-decent photo of this crew, but you get the idea.

Response: Life as a Long-term Polyamorist

I wanted to give a quick shout-out to Elizabeth Weiss, who wrote “He’s Not My Husband, He’s Her Husband, But We All Really Want a Loan Together”: Life as a Long-term Polyamorist for the always-awesome Offbeat Home (you may have read the piece on the lesbian triad wedding on their sister site, Offbeat Bride a couple of years ago).

One issue that we triads run into is the fact that it’s fairly difficult to find real-life examples of successful relationships that are structured like our own.

Polyamorous Triad

Through social media (mostly Instagram – try #polytriad, #thruple, #threescompany or #thelif3 to find some really rad triads there), we have found a lot of people who are (mostly) happily living as triads. But people who have been in a stable triad or vee for five or more years? Far more difficult to find.

So reading Elizabeth’s article, especially the part that says “After a few years, it won’t be as tough,” was really reassuring. Of course we know that any relationship, no matter how many people are in it, might fail. But to know that someone out there is happy, and stable, and living a normal life as a triad means so much. To hear advice and accounts of daily life from those people? Even better.

Are you part of a triad or do you know a triad who is in it for the long haul (5+ years and going strong)? I’d love to hear from you in the comments or by email. We’re discovering that this is not such an unusual way of living and every bit to normalize it helps. Solidarity!